Monday, September 22, 2008

My Trading Plan: My Roadmap To Trading A Specific Instrument

Apparently, my posting on my 10-year plan has left some wondering if I know exactly what a trading plan is.

I would like to clarify that the 10-year plan is more a target than a plan. I wouldn't even call it a financial goal (it definitely is not), it's simply putting into exact dollar amount how much I want to achieve in a year of daytrading a specific instrument. It's for me to gauge how much time I'll need to accumulate a specific amount just by daytrading that instrument.

My trading plan is more complicated, and varies depending on what instrument I'm trading.

The one that I used to use for trading the ER2 was described in my previous post here, here, and here .

Futurecafe's author, Moyo, has done a MUCH better job than me describing and explaining the technicalities of my own trading plan though:

To be a successful trader, one needs to have a plan. “Have a plan” -a lingo that’s thrown out in a lot of trading books and traders education manual. All it really means is to know all that will be done before entering a trade and exiting a trade, as well as analyzing the various scenarios. You need to know what direction you’ll be trading in, what the resistance and supports are, entry and exit points, stop loss, profit target, what do I do if I’m right? What do I do if I’m wrong? What do I do if I made more money than I expect or lose more than expected? All these should be well laid out in your trading plan.

So here’s a model trading plan, based on an actual trade that was placed by a full time trader Jules.

The first thing to do is look at the previous day’s market performance, and the market behavior a couple of days before. This helps you understand a little on the trader psychology. It is important to understand this because theoretically price action in the market is a reflection of what the overall consensus on what buyers and sellers agree the price should be in a particular time frame. Our trader Jules states

“Knowing the whys gives me a better sense of whether a trend will last. Knowing the whys these days tells me whether YESTERDAY's trend will last (nowadays, you just can't think beyond 1 day's trend), and who (bulls or bears) will be the jittery one today should price fail to hit a support or resistance.

In a climate where no one knows for sure where the market is heading, and where most players are opportunists taking a ride hopefully on the right side, what we are all playing is just FEAR. What I have learnt so far about an uptrend is that it is motivated by HOPE and GREED and a downtrend is fueled by FEAR. But these days, a decidedly strong upward move could be one that's driven by fear too -frightened bears covering.

As far as ER2 is concerned, you seldom see ranging sessions these days. They are either strong trending days or CHAOTIC sessions that give you fake breakouts and NO PATTERNS. These are all signs of extreme sentiments to me. Everyone's jumping in when they see an opportunity, and fleeing when it looks like the party is going to be over sooner than they thought.”

She has pointed the two major emotional states that produce price action in the market i.e. fear and greed. Human emotions tend to move us to take certain decisions, both emotions cause people to either buy or sell. Take for example a situation where an economic report suggests a weakening economy, fear drives people to buy into the “safe havens” i.e. metals, and treasuries, and may also cause them to sell equities and currency. Fear causes people to exit a trade at the wrong time, an example is a situation where one enters a trade and the price begins to fall, fear may cause a person to sell out of that trade at a resistance point, which if they had waited, the trend may have reversed and the loss would be much less. The same and reverse is true for greed, people hold on to trades much longer that they should because of greed and they end up loosing most of their gains.

The 30 min chart is a good time frame to seek out major supports and resistance points for a day trade, this is because most day trades don’t last more than 4 min, so with a 30 min trade you have a “birds eye view” of the price action prior to the time you’ll be making your trade.

Jules states “first, I look for the lines that I think are the ones that the bears and the bulls will be hoping to see breached. And if these lines are not hit, you'll get a trend in the first (sometimes longer, maybe till 11am) hour of the trading session (On some days, I simply can't find a line that I can work with and that's usually when there's nothing much happening in a market that's going nowhere in the first place).”

It is important to know that the market comprises buyers and sellers - and back to our understanding of price action: buyers and sellers all watch for the same support and resistance points in order to have a slight understanding of the overall market psychology.

Resistance points is a psychological price point at which buyers in the market will refuse to bid the price higher and a support point is a psychological price point at which sellers in the market will refuse to sell lower. If a price breaks any of these psychological points for a considerable amount of time (this varies on your trading time frame), it signals that the consensus in the market has shifted and there’s either a trend reversal of a trend continuation. Take for example on the chart above we see the 707 price point has proven to be a pretty strong support, if the ER traded below 707 for 5 mins, one can go ahead and enter a short position in the ER because it suggests that the price will be heading lower

*It is not this simple, but it suggests the idea behind supports and resistances.

In the above chart we see a huge spike in price on the 8th of Sept and a huge fall the very next day. In a bid to understand the market psychology, Jules ask “was that just profit taking, or frantic offloading (after all, and I'm referring to just ER2, yesterday's session failed to reach the high of Monday's session, and this is not exactly the sign of a healthy uptrend)? If it's the former, will price continue its upward move following Monday's gain?”

She has pointed out an important sign of an uptrend, higher highs, this tells one that the market feels the price will continue to go up and people feel comfortable with paying more.

In further analysis:

“At this point, I take a look at Monday's price movement: Not at all bullish. The gains were from the gap; After that was DOWN almost all the way, followed by bears taking profit and covering (maybe even some new buying??) in the later part of the day. So, now, I really have no reason to think that the market is optimistic.”

I look for the first resistance that I think would discourage the bulls if it's not broken. That would be the support from Monday's session 722.35.

Then I look for the first support that I think would send the bears covering if it's not breached; Yesterday's low 707.

As far as I'm concerned, I don't care about all the other support and resistance between them. By a certain time, if either one of them has been tested but not breached, that will give me a rough idea of who's going to be running for cover.

On some days, the lines are not tested at all before market opens. That's when I don't get an entry pre-market. Those are the days I play by ear and SCALP.

Back to today. On my charts there are lines below and above my lilac and brown dotted lines. Those are my DREAM profit-targets. When looking for these lines, I look at where ER2 will likely hit by the end of the trading session. The support and resistance lines that will hold are the ones that have never been tested before or tested just once or twice. I look for those lines. But if they are too near (ER2's range is hardly less than 10 points per day), I look for the next line above when I'm looking for resistance, and the next line below when I'm looking for support.

After all the analysis has been done, here’s her conclusive thoughts before going into a trade “For today, I'm bearish. So I'll be expecting ER2 to test 722. If it does, and test it several times before 830, I'll enter short and set my stop loss a few ticks above 722. My profit target will be 712 (Sep 4's low, which I think is likely to be where it will pause before making the next move). That's a 10 point move. If I get in with 2 contracts, I'll let my 2nd one run and set my profit target at 707 (yesterday's low).”

This highlights a good trading plan that can be followed and modified to suit your style and your personality. The advantages of having a plan are numerous. We have acknowledged the fact that emotions come into play when a trade is in progress, but with a plan one has thought through the process, and would be following the plan as opposed to having emotions rule the trade. See more analysis on http://juzjules.blogspot.com

Thank You, Virus & Nightmares!

Still can't believe I slept for almost 72 hours, getting up for 15 minutes to half hour maybe twice or three times just to type, get a sip of water and hot chocolate, and a warm bath.

Virus is good for me!! LOL!!!

And for the first time, no doctors are involved.

Only one nightmare after another.

Let me count: I
1. Was trapped in a casket screaming my lungs out for help,
2. Fell over a ferry (ultimate nightmare!!),
3. Got jilted (more like a prophesy),
4. Plunged from a skyscraper,
5. (this one's bizarre) Was Houdini all chained up and trapped in a carton that's dropped into the sea and I had no idea how to get out!! (I've gotta stopped watching the History channel and all documentaries on disasters)

I woke up in cold sweat each time, and am beginning to suspect that it's the sweating that purged all the toxin....

Which got me thinking - had the first nightmare been about my entire account being wiped out, I would have had sprung back to life immediately to trade Friday's session!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

My 10-Year Plan

Year 1
2 contracts ES or 1 contract ER2

10 Points a day
Trading Window: 7am EST - 9am EST, 10am EST - 12pm EST, 2pm EST - 4pm EST

$1000/day
$5000/week
$20,000/month
$200,000/ year

$100,000 for D
$100,000 for me

Swing trade other e mini futures that are trending

Year 2
4 contracts ES or 2 contracts ER2

20 Points a day
Trading Window: 7am EST - 9am EST, 10am EST - 12pm EST, 2pm EST - 4pm EST

$2000/day
$10,000/week
$40,000/ month
$400,000/year

$200,000 for D
$200,000 for me

Swing trade other e mini futures that are trending

Year 3
4 contracts ES or 2 contracts ER2

20 Points a day
Trading Window: 7am EST - 9am EST, 10am EST - 12pm EST, 2pm EST - 4pm EST

$2000/day
$10,000/week
$40,000/ month
$400,000/year

$200,000 for D
$200,000 for me

Swing trade other e mini futures that are trending

Year 4
4 contracts ES or 2 contracts ER2

40 Points a day
Trading Window: 7am EST - 9am EST, 10am EST - 12pm EST, 2pm EST - 4pm EST

$4000/day
$20,000/week
$80,000/ month
$800,000/year

$400,000 for D
$400,000 for me

Swing trade other e mini futures that are trending

Year 5
Find a job in Hong Kong, find a place to live.
Continue trading 10am EST - 12pm EST window
Swing trade e-mini futures that are trending
Start writing books on 1)my trading journey and on 2) empowering women to find happiness in being alone

Year 6
Visit Spain, Italy, Greece and Israel
Find a career in Hong Kong
Continue trading - focusing on swing trading
Continue to write

Year 7
Continue working in Hong Kong
Continue trading
Continue to write

Year 8
Continue working in Hong Kong
Continue trading
Continue to write

Year 9
Continue working in Hong Kong
Continue trading
Continue to write

Year 10
Continue working in Hong Kong
Continue trading
Continue to write

Year 11 - 47 years old
Retire from work
Continue trading
Look for a quiet city to live permanently
Focus on writing

RULES

NEVER trade more than 4 contracts of ES, or 2 contracts of ER2 per trade
NEVER trade against the trend in swing trading
NEVER set up a business
NEVER love
NEVER teach

Saturday, September 20, 2008

15 years

15 years of friendship
15 years of mistrust
15 years of fights
15 years of spite
15 years of lies
15 years of false hope that all will ultimately be alright
15 years of dream of happily ever after
15 years of one traumatic realization after another
15 years of twisted love
15 years of turning each other's world upside down
15 years of putting up with each other's cruel criticism
15 years of tears
15 years of wounds unhealed
1 life taken
3 lives forever ruined
15 years of snarls
And 1 divorce to make everything alright again

Friday, September 19, 2008

Lovesick

It's been more than a week now that I've stopped doing any kind of premarket analysis. The market sickens me - literally. People say it's not uncommon to feel a little out of sorts when you fall in love. Could it be that I'm in love with the crazy market???

I have been fighting aching muscles and bones, increasingly bad eyesight, and a crazily small appetite. Seabloke's 5-year old twins eat more than me! To make things worse, I'm throwing up whatever scraps I'm consuming. I have to lie down to not feel nauseous - which means I'll probably have to trade in bed if I want to trade tonight.

And I DO want to trade tonight. I'm missing out on all the actions in a market that has gone totally berserk!

I must have slept for more than 16 hours yesterday...and the only dream I had - a really really long one - was a chart with a head and shoulder and a darn brilliant strategy that I just can't remember now! %@#&*$!!!!!!!!!

Ok, this is as far as I can go on sitting...time to hit the bed again (this is not making any sense..I've been awake for barely 2 hours??).

I won't be surprise if DOW is up by 500 by the time I get up for market open (if I DO get up...I'm starting to feel a little nervous about shutting my eyes now...HOW COULD I GET A VIRAL ATTACK IF I DON'T SEE ANYONE EXCEPT D WHO'S TOTALLY HEALTHY??). Aferall, we have the FEDs out there saving the world, haven't we?

Did I ever mention that I sleep very little coz I think sleeping is a total waste of time, and mostly coz I'm afraid to sleep? Sleeping is like being temporarily DEAD. And depending on my mood, the first thing I say to myself every morning when I wake up is either "thank God, I'm alive", or "WHY AM I STILL ALIVE???!!" .

...........


Thursday, September 18, 2008

Down

Not the market, just me.

Been fighting the stupid virus for a whole week.

It won.

I can barely type.

No trading today.

ES Trades 9/17 (Part 2)



+1.75 + 3.5

Profit: 5.25 Points

I'm not cut out to be a machine.

In fact, I'm starting to wonder if I'm cut out to be a trader.

Each time after I hit "transmit" in a real trade, my heart would start pumping so fast I'd feel like I could pass out anytime.

I suppose that's what makes trading addictive. For me.

Explains why I hit "bid", when I meant to cover, in simulated trading earlier - paper trading has a way of removing the most important element in trading...

Ok, no more philosophical mumbo jumbo - in a nutshell, I figure that I'm not going to get any better or any worse if i don't start putting money back on the line.

After all, it's psychology that makes or breaks a trader.

Now I'm really starting to screw my own mind.

If my heart can't stop racing and my hands won't stop shaking long after I close a winning position, what does that make me??

Me being me, I'm going to have to just ignore what experts have to say about trading: that it's supposed to be BORING.

I'm human!

For now.

I still much prefer to be a machine!

Lunch time.

Time for a nice, warm bath for me.

Will switch to 5-min chart after 2pm EST if I can stay awake til then (it's now 12:15 am here).

And definitely switching to limit order if I can (just couldn't do it during sessions before lunch...D's a been telling me how easy it is to put in limit orders...maybe I'm slow on the keyboard, or maybe I just couldn't focus on 2 things at one time...given a choice, I'd rather focus on that big move that ES is going to make...).

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

ES Trade (Real) 9/17

Simulated:

"Profit": 3.25 Points
2nd short entry was a mistake - hit the wrong button....

Real Deal:

Profit: 1.75 Points

I'm done paper trading. Patience has never really been one of my virtues.

Crude oil inventory out in a minute.

Smoke break!!


YM (Simulated) Trades 9/16



Total: +24 Points

Definitely some chemistry here, but the 5-figure numbers are making me see stars.

YM's moves are less forgiving than ES, but not as crazy as ER2.

I miss the crazy ER2. It's still the best instrument I've traded.

This is like finding a mate all over again.

3 more days to go and I have to settle on something that I feel comfortable trading.

Not intending to continue paper trading next week.

Will see what comes up tomorrow.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Seabloke

Seabloke is bothered that she's no longer mentioned on my blog, which makes me realize that I've not seen my little sister for a while now.

Since I quit my job in Sep last year (has it been a year already? Jeez...), Seabloke and I had had numerous breakfast sessions together. After I picked up smoking again 6 months ago after having been a non-smoker for 5.5 years, I've enjoyed breakfast with her tremendously (no more second-hand smoke! :-D ).

But ever since she went back to work, and ever since gas shot through the roof, we've hardly met up.

Having been a tad anti-social all my life, Seabloke has been the one and only person who knows the darkest of my secrets, which includes how much I weighed when I was a fat teenager.

She's the only one who truly knows how much I hate family gatherings and gatherings of any sort, and how much I love being left totally alone when I'm deep in thoughts.

Having been a victim of so many of my pranks, I'm surprise she didn't grow up hating me LOL

Seabloke is the kind of woman you don't want to offend. She scares road bullies shitless (the story that I enjoyed the most was when she strolled to the trunk to get her baseball bat after a rogue driver crossed her path and hurled profanities at her...the coward sprint back into his car after apologizing profusely), and doesn't hesitate to speak her mind in any situation. Knowing martial arts helps :-D

But Seabloke as a sister is the best thing that ever happened to me. She was the guinea pig in many of my stupid experiments which landed her in hospital once, and unnecessary trouble on numerous occasions, and she's never been mad with me. We had fun most times though. The silliest of all the things I've made her do is to tickle a guard that was supposed to stand absolutely still in front of our president's residence. And she did it. The guard didn't even sneeze. Kudos to them.

Seabloke grew up learning how to defend herself (I shan't take credit for that), and although she's really tiny, she's made many boys and men tear (Seabloke somehow always managed to get herself into fights...). And whenever we were out shopping, she'd be the one carrying everything, and would give me a dirty look whenever I volunteered to give her a hand. She makes me feel like I'm the little sister, a very lucky one :-)

Seabloke just text to ask a strange question (typical of Seabloke): It suddenly occured to me - we cannot die as free-thinkers can we?? Whether you're buried or cremated, you're put somewhere in a church or a temple. I cannot die a free-thinker??

I replied that we can put her on a boat all covered with flowers and row her out into the ocean, or have her ashes sprinkled all over the sea that she loves so much.

Her reply to my reply: So we free-thinkers have to go feed the fish? We cannot be placed somewhere with headstone? Not fair!!

Meet my baby sister - mother of a pair of twins so delicious looking you want to bite them, an ex national coach for our netball team, a professional diver, an ex trainer for a famous country club (Seabloke taught ladies how to behave like ladies, and men to behave like men), and...if I remember correctly, a former commercial investigator!

Does Seabloke ever suffer from identity crisis???

So, how do you like the exposé, Sea?

LOL

Muak!!

DOW on Mar 16 07, Jan 22 08 & Sep 5 08



I was looking at Dow's daily chart earlier today- and took an interest in those candles with really really tiny bodies and ultra long lower shadows.

I actually started by just staring at Sep 5th 08's hammer, and the huge bullish candle that followed -reaction to the 2 FMs' bailout.

Other similar looking candles are found on Mar 16 2007 and Jan 22 2008.

These are what the 3 have in common: 1) they were breaching or very near a key support; and 2) they became hammers after the Fed did something after market closed for the week - and for 22 Jan 08, for a public holiday on Monday as well. For both Mar 16 07 and Jan 22 2008, the NYSE had put in trading curbs to prevent the market from plunging.

Below are articles containing details on the intervention in Mar 07 and Jan 08:

http://money.cnn.com/2007/08/16/markets/markets_1200/index.htm

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/01/23/business/23stox.html?scp=126&sq=&st=nyt

Makes me wonder: why the repeated attempts at giving the market a soft-landing when each before had resulted in a plunge after the market failed to sustain a rally? Why wasn't the market given a chance to correct itself so it can grow healthily?

Agenda got in the way perhaps.

In any case, I don't want to be bothered about what's good and what's bad for the economy and the market. My focus is on doing what's right to preserve my capital.

So, whenever the market approaches a support that's not been tested, I'm going to wait for 2 closes on 2 bearish candles below the support before I put in a short entry. That's if I intend to hold a trade overnight.

But since I scalp most of the time, I'll definitely make an effort to stop reading too much into what the market and the Feds wants or plans to do. They can do whatever they want inter-day or inter-week, I'll just trade the movements within the day.

Talking about intervention, one wonders if anything's going to be done this time to prevent the market from plunging after yesterday's session (since it's now put a hole through Sep 5th's support)...or if the market's going to just bounce off support - without the Fed having to take drastic measures to rescue it - like it did on Mar 11 08 and July 15 08 (in red shaded boxes on chart above - where the lows are not hammers).

If market's unsure, we are likely to trade within a narrow range after market opens today.

Since I'm paper trading this week, I'm going to take the chance to explore something else.

ES has been a real pain so far. Whenever I meant to BUY, I'll have to SELL, and vice-versa, and then I'll find myself on the right side of the market.

It's utterly unnatural, and I would hate to have to do this on a long-term basis.

Will be checking out YM today and see if we click.

ES (Simulated) Trade 9/15 (Part 2)



1 short entry after 12pmEST : +3 Points

Total for the day: +9.5 Points

For a long time now, I've not traded the after-lunch session. Went in after seeing a familiar pattern (3 Buddha tops) on the 5-min chart. Sat through a retracement of 2 points, and had to resist the urge to run (which I'm used to doing when trading the ER2). With ES, you just have to give it a little more time to work....

ES is definitely more testing than ER2. For most of my entries, I had to force myself to sit tight until I see a reason to quit.

Perhaps 1min isn't the best time-frame to use for scalping ES, even in the very first part of the trading session. Too much noise. Difficult to let profits run (even when it's simulated, I can't help but take profits too early).

1 min chart is definitely a pain to look at now, but because all its resistance and support lines still hold, it's difficult to discard it.

It's starting from scratch: finding the right time-frames, tunning in to its rhythm, profiling the players, etc, finding the average daily range (unlike ER2's 20 - 30 points, ES ranges from 10 to 50 - as in, you see quite a number of 10s, a number of 20s and 30s, and now and then, a 50).

Anyway, I'm calling it a day. I have my "profits" and I'm not going to give it back to the market. Netting a daily profit is my goal, and if I don't do in simulation exactly what I would do in a real trade, then this whole exercise would have been a total waste of time.

I hate ICE for taking ER2!!

ES (Simulated) Trades 9/15



-1 +2 -1 -3.5 +3.5 -3.25 +1.25 +5 +0.75 +2.5

Total: +6.5 Points

10 trades and +6.5 later, and I'm still not any wiser.

How do I even begin to describe ES?

If ER2 is a maniac, ES is just unpredictable.

I much prefer a maniac!

Monday, September 15, 2008

ES (Simulated) Trade 9/15

D just called to say that BOA has bought MER (which is supposed to be good news), but LEH is rumored to be folding up (very bad news), and that something bad is happening to AIG, and then asked if I've read any of these on the news.

I replied that I haven't, because I was busy trading and making money (simulated trading).

I actually longed ES. It's so difficult for me to long anything that cutting losses on long entries is something I do with great ease. Hence, the risk I take on long trades is usually extremely small.

What happened was that when I pulled up my ES 30min chart hours ago, I saw a gap so wide I didn't bother counting the points or finding out why it gapped. I stared at it as it continued to go even further south after retracing almost to the point where it opened, while listening to Bones & Skulls stories on You-tube the whole time.

Then at 11pm EST, a hammer appeared, followed by an inside bar.

ES 30min


I entered long on the candle after the inside bar, when ES went above the high of the inside bar:
Entry @ 1215
Stop Loss @ 1210 (a level that's 0.7 points below the low of the hammer)
Profit Target @ 1248





Trade's set up and I'm earning 4 points now. I asked myself if I would have taken the trade if it were a real-money trade. I would, but my profit target will not be 1248. There's resistance at 1221, and given that ES went down further after gapping down, there's a likelihood that the gap will not be faded. What's going to happen instead is that 1221 resistance will hold, and ES will trade below that level. If that's the case, we'll be looking at a range of 20 points for the day, since 1200 is THE support for 2 months now?

So I have 3 scenarios to work with:

1. ES breaks above 1221, then 1234, then 1248.6 to hit 1262 (about the highest ES will go today, in my view)
2. ES breaks below support of 1200 (I'll have champagne ready when that happens)
3. ES trades within a narrow range between 1200 and 1221 (possible, if the market's as confused as I am now...)

ES hit 1221 a few seconds ago....

Shall see what happens next.

Do We Need The Truth To Trade?

I spent my entire weekend buried in everything US: conspiracies, debts, boom and bust cycles, GDP, budget deficit, where the bulk of the money is spent, her grand infrastructures, her rise to power, who her creditors are, the price of oil since 1940s (yearly average, adjusted for inflation) and how DOW reacted to each episode of rise and fall in oil etc.

I must have watched at least a dozen documentaries on the conspiracy theory in the past, and over the weekend, I watched 2 more.

The rest of the time I spent watching movies on US gangsters, heroes, and ROBOTS.

So, what led me back on the "conspiracy" track?

Moyo's post.

But after 2 days of digging, I found myself right back at where I started: completely LOST.

Which got me thinking: why should I be bothered about the economy bit anyway? So what if the US govt owes over 9 trillion (53 trillion if you take into account the amount they probably will not be able to pay to the baby boomers....), and nobody wants to buy their notes and bills anymore?

In the absence of better alternatives than US equities, and for as long as US is able to negotiate and engineer her way out of all her mess, the market will continue its 200-year upward trend.

Don't ask me where the money comes from when the number of unemployed kept rising, and when people's homes kept getting seized coz they haven't the money to service their mortgage.

What I know is this: people are STILL BUYING, and COUNTRIES are buying!

To make my life easier, I'm just going to trade according to what I see. I don't want to be bothered by what's going on beneath the surface anymore, coz there's just too much going on down there, and I can never know everything. But just suppose that in the impossible scenario that I DO find out everything that I need to know, what's the point if no one else does?? I will still have to wait til I'm NOT swimming against the current, won't I?

Saturday, September 13, 2008

ES (Simulated) Trades 9/12



-0.75 + 1.25 +1.5 +2.5 -1 + 0.75

Total: 4.25 Points


Still not quite getting the rhythm of ES on the 1 min chart. Didn't get a chance to study its pattern before market opened. The number of points in overbought and oversold moves (except for consolidation) seems to be about 8. ES moves really slow. And I tend to enter too early.

Well, the fun part about not trading with money is that you can actually let "profits" run!

I still don't exactly know what I'm doing. Still don't know what lines to draw. But ES stays within channels and that allows me to short even when it's on an uptrend. Buying still doesn't come naturally - I had to force myself to go with the trend.

Friday, September 12, 2008

ES, ER2 & Mob Psychology

Solfest once commented that whatever we are trading, we are just trading mob psychology.

I can't agree with him more.

When I compared the 5min chart of ES and that of ER2, I can't really tell one from the other. But when I pulled out their 1min charts, I saw immediately why I sucked at trading the ES.

On the ER2, if it's on an upward move in what is primarily a downtrend and in a market that's not entirely bullish, a correction downwards is either a fierce one, or an extremely shallow one made up of small bodies that consolidate within a tight range. The latter tells me that neither the bulls nor the bears are very sure of their moves. Whenever that happens, you'll see a long bullish candle that breaks out of that range after that series of 3 to 4 tiny candles. The bears are covering in hysteria (coz ER2 is not behaving as expected in a primary downtrend), and the bulls have jumped in to take control, knowing they've won for now. The retracement is hardly 38.2% on such days. On the other hand, if the bulls are not making higher highs, or a high of previous days, ER2 will plunge after stalling. It's a nervous market. You can't draw a channel and expect ER2 to be confined in that channel; you can't draw a support and expect it to bounce off it, or fall through and never come back up. You need to know the lines that will prompt the bulls and the bears to flee, and these lines can be from days before.

The ES is a different mob.

On a 1min chart, ES trades within the boundary of a channel, purposefully and unhurriedly, and lands nicely on a support and bounce back up from there. It makes 50 to 61.8% corrections then resume its trend. It won't turn back down if it's on an uptrend, determined to complete its 5 waves.

D said that I'm like a Formula One driver who wants to drive a Ferrari at 196 mph in normal traffic and expect not to be hindered. I most certainly would wham into something by the time I got onto the road.

Yah, crash and burn.

It

Last night, I made up my mind not to dump all my thoughts here, and to focus on getting back on track with my trading.

For the first time in months, I find myself unable to concentrate. There's so much going on in my head that if I don't unload them, there wouldn't be any space for constructive thoughts.

I struggle each and everyday to act, think, and speak like a person with a sound mind. Fighting my dark thoughts is something I have to do almost the instant I take my eyes off my charts.

I have no one I want to share my thoughts and feelings with because I don't want to freak anyone out, and I don't want to put them on the spot. If anyone were to ask me on any given day how I'm doing, I'll say I'm good.

Nobody really wants to know how the others are doing. They just pray that their lives are rosy. No one wants to see their friends in pain. And no one really wants to be told of a problem he/she can't help to resolve.

If someone were to tell me that she is heartbroken, feels hopeless, and that there's no joy in her heart, but lacks nothing that she needs to survive and lives a life of material abundance, I wouldn't know what to say to make her feel better.

For a person like that, is there anything that you can do to help?

No.

If she is in real trouble - hasn't a roof over her head, is constantly battered by her husband, or got mugged and calls me for help - I'll know exactly what to do and will do something immediately.

But if she were to tell me that she feels alone, and that her world is so cold and dark and hopeless that she wants out everyday, I'll be stumped. I'll not know what to say. I can't tell her that there are real sufferings in the world, and that she needs to just compare her life with that of those living in poverty, in fear, and in captivity, to know how blessed she is.

I mean, can anyone define and describe a truly blessed life?

I used to follow a blog written by a girl - a teenager - who lived in Baghdad, Iraq. Her strength and will to live and live with hope and joy everyday captivated me.

She'll blog about how while her mother and aunts were preparing dinner for a family get together one day, that a suicide bomber blew up a car on the street where she lived, and their kitchen windows were hit by shrapnels from the explosion, and yet the family had a totally bracing evening filled with love, joy and care for one another, albeit in total darkness.

Members of this extended family have such a strong bond they walk to one another's home everyday, facing the risk of being blown up by one of the many suicide bombing attempts made daily.

And she'll write about the things she talks about with her good friend, her mother, her aunts and uncles and cousins. Small talks that are so delightfully heartwarming, cheery, full of hope yet so trivial, it would never have occurred to you that the ones sharing them might not even get to see each other again once they parted.

So, I began thinking, when you feel that your days are numbered, when your external world is in chaos and your life in threat daily, when there's a chance that you might not see those who matter to you ever again, do you tend to cherish every single moment you're breathing, all your hopes and dreams, and all the people you care about; and would you tend to be more understanding, more accommodating, more appreciative and more tender in your dealing with those around you?

Would you complain less and laugh more?

Would you wake up every morning thanking God that He's kept the family safe to see another day?

Would you think you're blessed?

I had stumbled upon her blog when I was doing some research for my previous job. It was a job I love, but it calls for a dissociation with life.

7 years on the job and I was sane.

Once out, I find myself losing balance, and yearning for something that I've given up a long time ago. I had reasons for giving it up, and what I need to do now is to believe that I gave it up for good reason.

One can never ask to be loved by a specific someone.

You can't make him, you can't force him, and you definitely can't beg him to.

What you can do is find happiness elsewhere.

But if he happens to be your world, your peace, your only joy - then you're just doomed.

Do I feel better now?

Most definitely.

I should kick myself for not writing earlier.

Now I can go out for a minty, refreshing smoke, and purge all remnants of my weakness and useless longings, and come back and start looking into S&P mid cap (Thank you, again, Solfest, for telling me about EMD) and conquer ES!

I don't care that I have to say it a thousand times to make it come true - I'll say it over and over until I become IT - some thing with no guilt, conscience, shame, longing, hope and fear.

Yes, a war machine.

A brilliant one.

ES Virgin Trades 9/11 - Ugly!



Total: -10.5 Points

First day trading the ES, and paid a fee of 10.5 points.

I said I was bullish, and I kept SELLING!

What the hell was I thinking??

ES is a totally different animal. There's no rush, and no fear. Takes its own time going up and down. It's SO TAME!

I gather the players are not as nervous as the players of ER2, and I'm using the wrong strategy for the instrument.

I've not studied its range, and simply couldn't hold on to a correction when I finally decided to long it. My fault for not treating it seriously, thinking that it's tame. PRIDE has no place in trading!

I had no idea what I was doing and I went right in. And I got out when I shouldn't have coz I had zero confidence left by the time I gave 8 points to the market.

My only consolation?

I had no beginner's luck.

That's gotta be good.

Am switching to paper trading from tmrw onwards.

And am going back to my cave to study the darn thing!

Just like I did when I switched to ER2 from GS option.

Will be back, hopefully, by next Friday.

Solfest, see? I DO lose money :-)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Premarket Analysis 9/11

I'm going to start trading the ES today...I think...

8 more days to trade the ER2 and then it's moving to ICE. Might as well start getting used to something else.

Like I said before, I'm stumped by the S & P chart. The only thing I can visualize on the monthly chart is a really tall mountain (I don't actually see a whole mountain...juz the left side...the other side one can only imagine...). On the daily chart, I see a downtrend. S & P looks like it's going to go down sooner or later, depending on how long the mighty power wants and is able to defer the inevitable.

On the ES 30min, what caught my eyes is the rejection of 1200. After a day that ES fell through a key support and was supposed to plunge, the Fed decided to make history, and all the major indices gapped up! This really spooks me coz they actually succeeded in getting the market to do exactly what they had hoped to see. When you seize 2 financial giants, you would think that that's gotta send the market plunging (or am I the only one who thinks that that's really the worst thing that could happen to a bank?...). But no, the market rallied, just as the government wanted. Ok, the confusion's intentional. It's good to exercise the brain.

So there you go, the market is always right and always does the opposite of what we are programmed to believe.

The indices and futures are all in the red now.


But i'm expecting a bullish trending day for ES
. An upward move of one ABC corrective wave after another on the 5min chart.

But before that, as it is happening now, ES (refer to chart below) is likely to continue to drop. Probably to 1221 or even 1219, before bouncing off these supports. This could happen before or after 9:30am EST.

ES 30min


I'm NOT going to be bothered about any news and econ data (initial claims, trade balance, import and export prices - all to be released at 8:30am EST) anymore. If they happen to be REALLY bad, it will probably just send ES into a slightly deeper correction before going up again.

This is my take based on what I see on my chart and what I'm feeling about the market. On any particular day, you can never truly identify the reasons that send the market up or down. What one can know at best about the market is a very general feeling of grim or hope, and trade accordingly.

So why was I bearish yesterday and bullish today? Can market sentiment change overnight? Most certainly. Just look at what happened during the early part of Monday's trading session and what happened the day that followed.

But the fact is, I DON'T know what today's market sentiment is. I said that AT BEST we'll know - I'm just not at my best today.

I'm bullish because the chart tells me that the market didn't want to fall to 1200, and will find every reason now to avoid getting anywhere near there. If ES doesn't fall below 1219 anytime today, THAT's a reason to be bullish.

If ES drops below 1219, I'll be lost.

No, I won't be.

I'll just scalp the 1-min chart. Play by ear. Besides, SELLING is my favorite play still.

How I Trade The ER2 II (Scalping)



The above is the correct chart for Sep 10.

The one shown in my posting yesterday was the chart for Sep 9's trading.

So, I ended up making 3 scalps yesterday because I didn't want to take a pre-market entry at 718 (a 4-point risk, since I expected 722.35 to be tested SOMETIME in the day and I had no idea when that'll be).

718 became resistance for the day. ER2 did go up to just touch 722 before coming back down again, finding support at around 715 at market close.

On non-trending days, I keep a lookout for patterns like double and triple tops and bottoms (tops mostly of course, since I'm bearish).

On a day that starts choppy, I focus on the 1min-chart, only stealing glances at the 5min now and then.

The 5min chart on such days totally stumps me. At about 10:40am EST yesterday, I was finally able to see a triple top taking shape. In general though, the 5min charts are NOT friendly on a day like yesterday.

Best to use the 1min.

On trending days, I use fib for entry on the 5min chart. I'll wait for the first wave to be formed (on days that I don't get an entry by 8:30am EST). When it retraces (on a down day, the first bullish candle is a sign), I draw a fib retracement. ER2 usually retraces to fib 38.2% - so that is where I draw my resistance (again, I'm referring to a down day).

I do not take a trade at the resistance though. The resistance is simply the price that I think ER2 will retrace to. If the next candle move above that line, I'll expect it to retrace to 50% or even to 61.8%.

ER2 will usually consolidate within the area bound by where it stops going down and the resistance level - with 3 to 4 short body candles. I will go in when it moves out of this range (that is, if ER2 retraces by only 38.2%. If it retraces beyond that to 50% or 61.8%, it usually will go up in channels of ABC corrective waves, and form tops and bottoms and mountains and valleys, on its way down. That will be a topic for another day)

Sometimes it goes back up a little before falling by 3 to 5 points. It's a chance that I have to take.

Sometimes I wait for a bearish candle to close below that range first. Sometimes I don't. It depends on how nervous I feel the market is.

On a lazy down day, I take my time, coz on these days, ER2 could retrace to 50% and I don't want to take that ride UP.

On a nervous sell-off day, everything happens fast and I go in when I see the chance.

I exit when price starts plunging. My target is usually around 1 to 2 points. So far, I've found it hard to hold for 2 points. The ER2 is predictable only IN RETROSPECT. Ironic. But true.

I find it easier to just take profits off the table whenever I can in a market like this. This is simply not a time to go in for a killing, for me personally. I could end up getting killed.

I'm making fewer trades now than before, because I don't have to make up for losing trades (which usually were winning trades that turned into a loss while I waited for my 2-point gain).

And I don't run as quickly as I used to. Now I wait for market to do what it has to do before giving me the plunge that I'm waiting for.

The challenge is in knowing when waiting in confidence becomes HOPING.

Knowing what the general market sentiment is (for the day and the past few days) helps here. In a generally uncertain market like the one we're seeing since the beginning of this week, the likelihood that price will go south is higher than the converse. Which is why I still can't make myself BUY.

But I'm always anticipating a crazy up day, hence I watch up for signs that ER2 is turning up.

The line that I set for the day on my 30-min chart, the line that makes bulls run - that's my POINT OF NO RETURN.

If I decide to hold any trade, and ER2 hits that point, and stays up, I'll exit. It's not happened yet. That day will have to be a day that offers a very attractive potential reward for me to want to take that risk.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

How I Trade The ER2

In this posting from yesterday, I mentioned that if ER2 doesn't break above 742, I'll short it to 723.

I was asked how I would deal with the other resistances below 742.

I haven't been able to explain that. I suck at explaining anything.

So, what I'm going to do is to show exactly how I plan for my trade/s on a typical trading day.

The first thing I do before I even look at my ER2 chart is to see how the market has done yesterday and the days before, and if I can, find out WHY the market is behaving the way it's behaving.

Knowing the whys gives me a better sense of whether a trend will last. Knowing the whys
these days tells me whether YESTERDAY's trend will last (nowadays, you just can't think beyond 1 day's trend), and who (bulls or bears) will be the jittery one today should price fail to hit a support or resistance.

In a climate where no one knows for sure where the market is heading, and where most players are opportunists taking a ride hopefully on the right side, what we are all playing is just FEAR. What I have learnt so far about an uptrend is that it is motivated by HOPE and GREED and a downtrend is fueled by FEAR. But these days, a decidedly strong upward move could be one that's driven by fear too -frightened bears covering.

As far as ER2 is concerned, you seldom see ranging sessions these days. They are either strong trending days or CHAOTIC sessions that give you fake breakouts and NO PATTERNS. These are all signs of extreme sentiments to me. Everyone's jumping in when they see an opportunity, and fleeing when it looks like the party is going to be over sooner than they thought.

Did I digress again??

Anyway, an example of the things I look at before I study my 30min chart for intraday trade has been documented in my previous post.

Now, my 30-min chart.

This is the zoomed out view of my 30-min chart (click on chart for enlarged view), which I use to find key support and resistance lines:

First, I look for the lines that I think are the ones that the bears and the bulls will be hoping to see breached. And if these lines are not hit, you'll get a trend in the first (sometimes longer, maybe til 11am) hour of the trading session (On some days, I simply can't find a line that I can work with and that's usually when there's nothing much happening in a market that's going nowhere in the first place...).

For today, I do have something to work with: a rally on Monday on ONE SINGLE piece of news that has so far not exactly been well-received (except by those who bought of course), and a Tuesday where almost all the gains on Monday were lost.

So, my question at this point would be this: was that just profit taking, or frantic offloading (afterall, and I'm refering to just ER2, yesterday's session failed to reach the high of Monday's session, and this is not exactly the sign of a healthy uptrend)? If it's the former, will price continue its upward move following Monday's gain?

At this point, I take a look at Monday's price movement. Not at all bullish. The gains were from the gap. After that was DOWN almost all the way, followed by bears taking profit and covering (maybe even some new buying??) in the later part of the day.

So, now, I really have no reason to think that the market is optimistic.

But on a day when everything's so grim, bottom fishers would start coming in, won't they?

So, there you go - my thoughts all in a jumble again.

I go back to my chart to seek some solace.

I look for the first resistance that I think would discourage the bulls if it's not broken. That would be the support from Monday's session. 722.35 (in lilac - my favorite color - dotted line on my chart).

Then I look for the first support that I think would send the bears covering if it's not breached. Yesterday's low. 707 (in brown dotted line on my chart).

As far as I'm concerned, I don't care about all the other support and resistance between them. By a certain time, if either one of them has been tested but not breached, that will give me a rough idea of who's going to be running for cover.

On some days, the lines are not tested at all before market opens. That's when I don't get an entry pre-market. Those are the days I play by ear and SCALP.

Back to today. On my charts there are lines below and above my lilac and brown dotted lines. Those are my DREAM profit-targets. When looking for these lines, I look at where ER2 will likely hit by the end of the trading session. The support and resistance lines that will hold are the ones that have never been tested before or tested just once or twice. I look for those lines. But if they are too near (ER2's range is hardly less than 10 points per day), I look for the next line above when I'm looking for resistance, and the next line below when I'm looking for support.

For today, I'm bearish. So I'll be expecting ER2 to test 722. If it does, and test it several times before 830, I'll enter short and set my stop loss a few ticks above 722. My profit target will be 712 (Sep 4's low, which I think is likely to be where it will pause before making the next move). That's a 10 point move. If I get in with 2 contracts, I'll let my 2nd one run and set my profit target at 707 (yesterday's low).

On scalping days, I look at 5-min chart (I use 1 min chart to make sure I'm not shorting when price is moving up) and use Fib for resistance and support.

So, as far as I'm concern, all the other support and resistance lines on all the other time frames except the 30-min's are invisible to me.

For now, ER2 is trading in a range between 712 and 719. If it goes up and doesn't break above 719, it will mean that it's another scalping day for me (not entering coz 722 will be at the back of my mind. It's a line that remains to be tested).

Premarket Analysis (ER2) 9/10

During a time when most are asking if we have seen the bottom, I find it odd that I keep asking the opposite: when are we really going to PLUNGE??

In other words, I kept looking at ER2's 764 and wondered if that's the top.

By now, I'm no longer wondering. I'm theorizing that 764 is MY top. It's a view I take. And I trade accordingly, until I have reasons (market conditions mainly...and when all who are calling people to buy because we have bottomed finally stop talking) to believe that my view is wrong.

Chart time!

Not going to go into DOW, S&P and NDX - we know how they are doing. Their charts are just indecipherable (to me).

RUT

RUT daily chart from 1991 to 2008:


I take a seed (the green shaded area) and draw both fib retracement and fib projection using the seed that is my wave 1.

Rut is currently about 40 points above fib retracement level of 38.2% (663). And it looks like it's wave c in the making.

Key support is at around 608, and that is where fib retracement 50 and fib projection 100 are too. Given that 663 has already been tested multiple times, my thinking is that if outlook continues to be grim, this support is not going to hold, and RUT is going to fall right through it. And the next support is at 608.

RUT daily chart from May 2008 to Sep 9 2008:


RUT has closed below MA 50 and 200 support, and below neckline (in brown). Another close below the neckline would give me just a little more conviction that it's going to be falling right to 647 in the short-term (days??).

The long bearish candle on Sep 9 has closed the gap between Sep 5 - 8. Putting aside the reality in the market, the chart alone tells me that a gap up in a downtrend is going to be trouble for the bulls. Granted that profit taking is happening right now, given that sentiments are so bearish all over (all major indices lost more than 2 % yesterday, and sectors across the board are doing terribly), today's direction is likely to be DOWN.

That's just my take, of course.

The only econ data to be released is oil inventory. But whatever the result, I don't think it's going to have any bearing on the market anymore.

Everyone's focus is on the finance sector now.

ER2
For those who bought on Monday's rally, some will be holding on as price slides across the sector, and the rest should be selling in frenzy, a reaction to the Lehman saga. Whether all who bought and wanted to get rid of what they had have sold yesterday remains to be seen. What I know is that if the session today does not go down to the a level below yesterday's low in the first half hour of the session, then sellers who jumped in yesterday and had not covered will be covering in frenzy, and we might just see something like this for today's session:



Or like this:


Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Premarket Analysis (ER2) 9/9

There's nothing much to analyze anymore really.

In an UNNATURAL market like today's, the best that I can do is to PLAY BY EAR.

Given that DOW, S&P and RUT gained 2. 58%, 2.05% and 1.95% respectively and NDX lost a mere 0.3% in the last session, there ought to be some form of follow through today.

So, if ER2 doesn't break above 742.4, I'm shorting it all the way to 723.

ER2 30-min

Solfest's Posting on Peak Oil

I don't know if I've mentioned this: I'm a fan of the conspiracy theory and anything to do with OIL (I don't trade it coz I have no idea where and how to start...anyway, I started following oil for reasons that have nothing to do with trading...).

Here's the newest post by Solfest on the topic of peak oil that I find very interesting.

Monday, September 8, 2008

Premarket Analysis (ER2) 9/8

Everything's gapped up (thanks to US government's bailing out of Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac):

YM 30-min


ES 30-min


ER2 30-min


RUT

Rut Daily


What I'm reading from RUT daily:
  • A hammer - suggest bullishness in the short-term
  • Bullish divergence for period Aug 26 - Sep 5
  • Resistance at 743 and764
ER2 Daily


This is a freak.

I don't know what to make out of it.

So, I'm going to use this instead:



And this:



What I'm reading from the increase in open interest from Aug 20 - 29 is that there was both selling and buying. Volume is not fantastic - a seasonal factor and hence nothing much to read into.

Open interest dropped from Sep 2 onwards as price plunged on increased volume, and this tells me that contracts are being liquidated and weaker buyers are being squeezed out.

When the weaker sellers are being squeezed out as well (today will be a day of fierce short-covering), we should start seeing some sort of a rally.

Whether the rally will last will depend on a myriad of factors, among which will be the performance of the finance sector (lots of buying of banking stocks from Friday on and if price doesn't continue to move up, it will be really bad for the bulls), the price of oil (OPEC's decision regarding supply restriction will play a huge role), USD (if oil goes up, this would likely come down. After the bailout of the two banks, USD should come down a little...), a string of key econ data to be released this week.

For now, ER2 has found resistance at 746. If it breaks up, the next resistance is at 751. If ER2 breaks the 764 resistance, and stays above that, I will be convinced that Russel 2000 has completed its retracement and is on its way back up (regardless of where DOW and S & P are heading).

Let's not forget our Hammer on the RUT's daily chart. ER2 should be going up for the next few days, regardless of any moderately bad news.

That's just my view of course.

As far as today's concern, ER2 will have to break out of 751 resistance to convince me to go long. It should break out of 746 easily today. If it doesn't, it simply tells me that ER2 is still LOST.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Magic Pill For An Indisposed, Oil-Based US Economy

This report amuses me:

.....while investors had been applauding the drop in oil prices since then, there was an assumption that lower commodities prices would hasten a recovery in the U.S. economy. Now, he said, investors are worried that the economy might be weakening even as oil falls.

"It's disinflation coupled with an accelerating downside in the economy. That's not what people were prepared for. I think people were expecting disinflation as an economic recovery was under way," Lee said. "The surge in unemployment today really underscores that fear."

So, the plunge of oil in the past 2 months was supposed to somehow miraculously save tens of thousands of people whose fates were probably decided - I don't know - maybe up to 4 to 6 months (if the world hasn't changed much since I came into this hidey-hole of mine a year ago, and if my memory serves me correctly, companies don't decide to do axing overnight, nor do they start re-hiring on sudden and drastic drop in oil ; and those that have shut down don't just suddenly somehow within 2 months decide that this is the best time for a comeback - especially in an environment where both banks and customers are not exactly going to be able to give them the best deal) before oil came down?

We would need a time machine to do that, won't we?

My limited knowledge in economics (macro?? micro....??) tells me that recovery in economy hinges largely, if not solely, on:

1) The collective spending power of local residents who are still GAINFULLY EMPLOYED, and who are still willing to spend even if they can AFFORD to,

2) A declining trade and budget deficit, and

3) The ability and willingness of the country and her people to SAVE

And point 1) above depends on how much discretionary income, or simply, SPARE cash, the general population has.

After having to fork out for taxes, INCREASINGLY COSTLY mortgages, increasingly costly basic necessities - thanks to inflation (and really, is OIL the only reason behind the cost of everything, including HOUSING, skyrocketing? Does inflation not have perhaps just a little to do with too much money that's NOT supposed to be there in the first place floating around for grabs, in a culture that is known for its insatiable appetite for material possession? Does it not have something to do with the fact that we are living in an era where the very idea of using money that you've NOT earned is not only no longer frowned upon, but actually encouraged, advocated, and - this is the most detrimental part - EMBRACED? Let's be honest, if you were a waiter working in a clean, decent restaurant, and one day you send a diner a bill that comes up to, let's say, $200, and he pays in CASH, wouldn't your first thoughts be along the line of: jeez, doesn't this dude earn enough to own a credit card?) - little wonder that at this time of the year, and with the prospect of the country's economy in such a questionable state, that money would be very prudently allocated and spent only on such necessities (applicable to first world countries only) as college fees, summer traveling and cooling of homes (which makes me wonder how demand of oil could have dropped and hence caused oil to drop......??).

On my point 2):
I am not even going to use the more direct "positive trade and budget balance" here, because to expect that to happen - particularly amidst a rising greenback in a global economic slowdown - in the near term would be akin to expecting oil to fall to $85 dollars per barrel after OPEC holds their meeting next week to see if they want to CUT SUPPLY.

On my point 3):
I've lost touch with (can I be blamed??) how and where banks get the bulk of their capital these days, but it used to be the nation's SAVINGS.

Well, today you have an endless list of sophisticated structured instruments that banks can churn out and market to the public who won't ever stop buying things that everyone else seems to be buying, and anything that promises low-risk, if not no-risk, and unimaginably (only coz it's crazy, ridiculous, and the method with which to derive the figure stumps even a college graduate) high returns, and the usual bonds and stocks they can readily issue to the unwary (I mean, it's a bank! If you can't trust a bank, can you trust your neighbors, your best friend, why, even your dog Lucky??) public.

I've digressed AGAIN.

Where was I?

Yes, SAVINGS.

Er......

What's there to say about savings?

Except that to the best of my knowledge, the country prefers to SPEND, and wants her people to do the same. Why, you've got to get your people out there spending to boost the economy don't you?? After all, didn't you give them a free-flow of cash to dispose of whenever and however they fancy, and the promise of even far better things to come?

I don't remember a whole lot about economics. I took them more than 10 years ago and the only things that have stuck are my funny (only coz he thinks he's funny) professor, and (this one's really clichéd), the words "SUPPLY" and "DEMAND".

So, I'm not going to continue to dwell on what makes or breaks a country's fortune.

What I care about is this: for as long as buying continues (for a variety of reasons but probably mainly instigated by a strong USD - which is strong only coz the others are WEAK...ok, I shan't confuse anyone anymore), and for as long as there are enough bulls out there who are full of hope one day, only to be dismayed days later at a seemingly unsustainable rally, I can still relish every minute of my happy bear sessions!

Friday, September 5, 2008

Take Me

I wish I were dead.

Every morning, I wake up cursing "Damn!! I'm still alive!"

I fit the profile of someone who will die in her sleep.

And that's the way I want to go - without having to say good-byes, without having to go through the whole ritual of regretting what I have not accomplished in my life, of counting the wrongs I have done, of fearing the unknown of the after-life. And no sorries to say to anyone.

I am not afraid to die. Only people who have things they can't leave behind fear death. I have nothing that I can't leave behind. I do not worry for Alberto and Keisha coz they will be well taken care of.

What I am afraid of is the process of dying. Just holding my breath for one minute gives me an idea of how unbearably painful it feels when our cells stop getting the oxygen that they need. And how terrifying and hopeless and helpless it must be in the moments when life is fading away, to know that you're going to be no more.

So I lived everyday waiting for my life to be ended without my knowledge. Meantime, I tried to be useful.

But I no longer want to.

I no longer want to wait.

And all that I need to do is to allow my heart and blood pressure to do what they have been doing prior to all these wasteful intervention.

I don't see a point in fighting anymore.

Not when the one I'm fighting is You.

You created me depressed and physically weak. If until now I haven't been able to use these to benefit anyone, I don't want to stay.

I see very clearly now, why I was born.

It is to show that You are God, and You can do whatever You want, and You don't owe us an explanation for why we turn out to be the way we are, and what purpose we serve on earth. You made us, and our duty is to live for as long as You plan for us to. Now and then we are thrown some curve balls, and sometimes we don't even know who has thrown them. Then You watch how we react.

I have always said my thanksgiving for everything that I've been given - both good and bad. I've thanked You for the way I am - defiant, dark, domineering, deceiving, unrelenting, unloving - coz I can't help but don't want to be anyone else despite my disturbing flaws.

As a child, I always thought I would grow up to be an outstanding figure. I am not the kind of person who accepts mediocrity. I wanted to be the best in everything I do, and in the fastest time ever achieved by anyone. I gather You wrote that on my DNA.

I also wanted to be a perfect wife.

I stopped to look at my life today, and realized that I have achieved nothing, and owned nothing.

My whole life has been a failure and a joke.

I am a complete and perfect failure.

So, take me, Father, in my sleep. I don't want to die sick, old and wretched. I don't want to die only when I start having a life - if I ever am going to have one - when I have too much to leave behind.

I am writing this on my blog and if this is not strong enough a plea, I don't know what else to do.

Why do you do this to me? To make me part monster and part human? What's the purpose of my existence? Besides to inflict pain and to feel pain.

To feel human?

Is that what my life has been about?

Thursday, September 4, 2008

DOW, RUT & ER2


(Click on charts to enlarge)

Dow's monthly chart is not looking so good. With resistance at 11780, and both the 20 and 50 MA above where Dow is now, while support is all the way below at 9760, the path of least resistance is pretty obvious. Can't help but notice the July hammer though. If candlestick pattern is anything to go by, we should see market climbing up further before taking a plunge.

Dow weekly shows a prolonged rally on low volume. As in its monthly chart, DOW seems to want to go up first before coming down in the longer term.

Dow's daily chart reminds me of Lego. ABC corrective patterns form the building block of all the upward, downward and sideway moves. The current rally looks seriously out of proportion compared with the left side of the chart (from 1900 on). Definitely an odd-looking 4th wave....Well, the longer it gets, the longer the 5th wave.

As a bear, I should be celebrating.

But I'm not.

I most definitely don't want to see 1929 happen again.

RUT & ER2

Both charts are just too bizarre to offer any insights into where we are heading. What I can say for sure is that today's going to be another choppy session for ER2.

If I have nothing else better to do, I'll sit back and let my charts humor me...surely it can tell me a thing or 2 about where it wants to go by now??

If ER2 hits 743.8 and come back down again, I'm most likely to go in for shorts.

OIL, USD, & the US Economy

In my posting on Aug 15, I mentioned under "factors likely to move the market" that if oil were to plunge to $99, investors would be anything but happy.

I was really just making fun of the market; I was merely kidding.

But seems like it's really happening - market's reacting negatively to falling oil!

Actually, I'm not even sure that the 2 are correlated. Perhaps the equity market was reacting to Gustav, thinking that it will kill oil supply and drive oil back up (logical thinking). Oil traders, on the other hand, were probably less concerned about supply when demand's the spotlight. And demand for oil has dropped as the world goes through a tough time.

Anyway, I'm thrilled that FINALLY, the market is in syn with oil. Or to put it more aptly, the market's no longer affected by the intraday fluctuation of oil prices.

Which is definitely good news for me.

What seems to be moving the market for the past few sessions have been the USD, econ data (even those that the market used to brush off), the financials and housing saga, Bush smiling on TV to a cheering crowd, and an awing array of other factors - some of which you'll find out only after the close of the trading session.

What looked like a possible bullish turnaround for the market in the beginning of the week might have caused some to enter into long positions. I can't say for sure that I feel bad for them. They might have gotten themselves a really good spot from where price could blast off (Haven't looked at DOW and S&P charts, but am expecting to see some really mind boggling patterns...)

If we put aside market's knee-jerk reaction to the sudden plunge in oil, and think rationally, less costly oil is actually good for everyone immediately (so I can start driving around again!!) and most definitely in the long run, except for the oil companies of course (they are filthy rich anyway).

The world needs cheaper oil.

CHEAP OIL IS GOOD!

Is anyone even listening?........

And a strong USD is great. Why, my investment account is in USD!

That said, USD will have to start climbing slower else its exports are going to suffer. Let's face it, the other parts of the world are doing even worse than US now!

Ok, I'm starting to talk like the bulls.

I should shut up now coz the bear in me is feeling really uncomfortable talking about an imminent end to my happy bear days.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Hunter

I've gone back to trading 5 contracts, after trading 1 contract for a few days.

I totally understand the wisdom of trading single contract, but it doesn't work for me during the 930 to 4 trading hours.

During the quieter period, I stick to trading 1 contract (if I hold more than 1, I risk not being able to close all my positions given the low volume), put in my stop loss, set a profit target, and take my eyes off my charts to do some other stuff.

But once the US market opens, trading 1 contract has caused me to hold a position through deep retracements that drive me crazy. Once I came out losing less than what I earned for that day after sitting through almost the entire trading session. Yesterday, I lost more than 3 points shorting (I'm a bear by nature, I just can't go long no matter what the news and my head tell me) when ER2 retraced. I gave up right at the point that it began its 12-point plunge.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

What I do know is that I'm most confident and comfortable trading this way: I wait - sometimes for up to hours - and pounce on those movements that I've been HOPING (again, I know it's a bad word to use, but what else can I do in an erratic market like this?) to see once they emerge. I go in with 5 contracts for a quick ride, and scram when price starts to hesitate or turn up a tick or 2 against me (unless it gaps).

I started monitoring ER2 5 hours before US market opened today, and figured I had one shot - a fierce profit-take - at shorting, after which the only constant remaining is UNCERTAINTY.

Having been with cats for almost half my life might have something to do with my trading style. After all, I do spend A LOT MORE time with them than with people.

When Do We Run? When Do We Stay? What is Life When Life is Without Hope, Without Trust?

I trade as I live my life: I hang on to things that I have no business keeping.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Feeling Bullish!


Ok, it looks like ER2 is going nowhere else but up.

It seems very possible now that July 15 was the low, and ER2 is going to continue its uptrend regardless of what the big guns are doing.

Is this really happening? A clear trend finally? No more crazy, haphazard sessions? Can I finally put in a trade and sit tight now?

Will the string of econ data to be released this week have any effect on the trading community?

I'm wondering, does the strength of USD have anything to do with this? After all, it's not been this strong for a long, long time.

ER2 Trade (Pre-Market) 9/2

Enter SHORT at 739.2
COVERED at 737.2

Profit: 2 Points


739.9 has been rejected 3 times since ER2 began climbing up from 736.

Demand level is at 735.5

With stop loss at 739.9, I'm risking 7 ticks for a potential reward of 3.9 points.

That said, 736.7 seems a likely support, given that it's typical of ER2 to trade within a narrow range when both the Europe and US market are closed.

Hence profit target was set at 2 points.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Postmortem Of A Losing Trade I Won't Ever Regret Having Taken II

Got up this morning and the first thing I said to D was:

Why didn't I take the trade down from 742 since I was so sure that that was the highest ER2 was retracing to by the umpteenth time that it hit it, and that it was surely coming down?? At other times, I would have done it wouldn't I???

I was so preoccupied and obsessed with proving myself right that I lost all those chances to make good trades!

I lost my focus. And I took myself too seriously. I got personal!

DAMN!!!