Thursday, June 11, 2009

6E & ES Trades 6/10 (Wed) - Wrap Up

Total: USD 375


Not a fun day in general. First the morning scare, then the extremely distressing counter-trend longs during the US session.

Not staying up for market reversal (if any!). Visiting Aunt early in the morning before she leaves for JKT.

Thanks to friends & family for having left comments - my apologies to all for not having responded. I will do that tmrw.

Emini-Player: 3-tick is enough to tell me if my setup has been invalidated. I skip anything that takes more than 3-tick, unless the upside is worth my throwing in more chips :-)

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

6E Trades 6/10 (Wed) - Jumbling Blundering Mishmash Of Longs


Blunder: Traded the ES when I meant to trade the 6E.

Blunder: Hit "buy market" 4 times on the 1st 6E trade. My brain wasn't registering anything my fingers were doing, I gather. When I saw +4 on the DOM, I freaked. I utterly hate the number "4". So I got 1 contract out of the way almost immediately, at 1-tick loss. Kept 3 contracts and removed my hard stop. Price was NOT going up, of course, and the only thing I could do was to focus on keeping calm. Went over the reason that I had entered the trade, and was convinced that the reason was valid. Any signs that market was no longer doing what I thought it would do would have sent me bailing at any cost. 6E is a monster, and loves to plunge. (Still fresh in my mind is the day it took USD 2500 from me in a single trade on a SINGLE contract, coz it just wouldn't stop going down - never seen anything like this ever before - and I froze!)

I eventually got out where I wanted to get out - at trendline resistance. The gain of USD165 felt PRECIOUS....until a setup appeared a few candles later. I decided that since I've had the ultimate fright of the year, nothing else was going to give me a heart attack today. I went long on 2 contracts. Had a hard time getting out. Slippage was terrible. I had to time my exit at market and there was no good time to cover except when market was soaring 5 to 6 ticks in seconds. I had to give up my targeted 1.4090 exit as a result. I wanna cry.

Am taking a break - I need food and sleep, and NICOTINE!!!

Sea,
You're probably the only one that knows my frustration. I do the most unthinkable, impossible things on a REGULAR BASIS (you've lost count, I know) - it's like my brain just decides to take breaks as and when it fancies without giving me any heads-up!! I'm hazardous to all living and non-living things around me! My cave is not adequate in containing me; I need a bunker.

6E & ES Trades 6/9 (Tues) - Wrap Up

Total: USD 437


One shot, one kill. Don't even want to hold for the next candle that's aiming for downtrendline. Got to be up tmrw at 6am. Carrie's taking a ferry to a nice little island nearby.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

6E Trades 6/9 (Tues) - Part 2


Woke up from a 2-hour nap and was glad to see decent volume in the 6E.

Carrie's not called, so I took a scalp. Done with 6E for today. Will go back to ES for the US session - if we get home before midnight. Else, will call it a day.

Seabloke just called to break bad news. My aunt - to whom I owe everything I have today - is moving back to Indonesia for good. She's the only authority figure in my life after Granny and Dad died, and I can't help but really feel like I haven't any reason to continue to stay here.

Now I'm SAD!!!

6E Trades 6/9 (Tues) & ES Trades 6/8 (Mon) & CARRIE!!!

ES Trade 6/8 (Mon): USD 25
Euro Futures (6E) Trades 6/9 (Tues):

Carrie arrived at 1130am at Changi Airport yesterday. I was there at 930am with Al Brooks (couldn't leave home without him), walked around Terminal 3, took some pictures, smoked a few cigarettes, had a wholesome (whatever for I really have no idea) breakfast - mango muffin and green tea - while reading Brooks, and it was one of my happiest days in months. I hadn't seen Carrie for 3 years, and the thought of having her for a few days had kept me happy over the weekends.

Carrie brought 6 bottles of Planters Dry Roasted Peanuts! She's simply the loveliest. I repaid her by making her walk with me for a good half hour coz I couldn't find my car (Sea, stop laughing already!!). Finally, it was Carrie who figured out that there were 2 exits out to the carpark and I was at the wrong end. What would I do without D, Seabloke, and my friends??

Carrie is the one person who knows my deepest, darkest secrets. Seabloke knows 90% - the rest she would have to catch up (we were separated for the bulk of our teenage years). But Sea can always purchase the info - I take cookies & ice-cream!! LOL!!!

Carrie and I spent the most part of yesterday just talking and doing other forms of lung exercise...We went to my favorite hangouts, then to Sea's, then we picked D up from his office and went to the Esplanade to get our favorite cookies from The Cookie Museum, and had dinner there. After that, we walked around doing what we always do whenever the 4 of us are together - take turns to crack sick jokes.

By the time we got home, it was passed midnight. Carrie turned in, D checked how his toxic assets were doing, I opened my charts. I did what I always do on Mondays - mess up my entries and exits. Took 24 ticks in loss in 2 trades. That's 100% loss and that was not acceptable to me. It was the kind of day that I shouldn't have to lose money. Sent D to bed, took a shower, and came back to my workstation. Waited til 3:10pm and finally saw something that failed - a failed 3rd lower peak. Went in, and covered at the close of the 3:15pm candle. I didn't have the focus and energy to figure out the next resistance. I would have held til I see the first bearish candle (given that ES just left base, I would expect 2 to 3 push ups from breakout) had this been the first trade of the day (why can't the first one ever be good????!). But as far as yesterday was concerned, I just wanted my money back coz I didn't think the market deserve to take it - not yesterday at least. I did better than break even. I took 26 ticks (13 ticks/contract) for that trade, so I was up USD 25 for yesterday. Ha Ha!

I didn't manage to get a screenshot - I couldn't do a posting after closing my trade (typing would wake both Carrie and D up) and when I woke up this morning, I found myself shut out of all my applications and had to log back on. So no captures. Might post chart when I get a chance to. Carrie had gone riding with an old friend, so I had some time to trade the Euro Futures (will be trading both Euro & ES from now on - Euro doesn't intimidate me anymore coz I got it figured out ie. I've learned how to contain damages in Euro trades).

I've had 2 hours' sleep in 35 hours, and am taking a nap now so I can show Carrie around town when she returns in a while.

Don't think I'll trade tonight. D's right, I shouldn't even have traded last night. He actually made me promise that I won't trade at all this week so I can focus on my friend. And he really didn't think I could focus on 2 things simultaneously. He's right.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

ES Trade 6/5 (Fri) - Happy


Was watching 24 when I was waiting for my setup. D asked if that's prudent. I said I needed distraction so I won't jump in prematurely. During one of the most exciting scenes, my setup and signal appeared. I went in at market, only to realize that the DOM wasn't moving, and I was already in trade. My heart nearly stopped. D was too focused on Jack Bauer to notice that I was in kind of a bad situation. I shut down the AT platform, and logged back on. Took me just under 1 minute. Thank goodness (it was a while later that I realized that all I needed to do to get back on was simply to hit one of the buttons on the properties window to open a new DOM).

Held on to my position for 1 more candle and exited. I don't take the 3rd candle unless I intend to let my trade ride.

I'm not sure that the downtrendline's going to be pierced. Even if ES does breakout, it will likely cause a fiercer move down. This looks like the first leg of a down move. I'll be happy if it stops at the low of the day, which will be a double bottom play for me.

But it's Friday, I've had a scare, and I want this to be a good week since it's the first week I'm back trading live.

So I'm calling it a day.

Next week will be a more aggressive play.

Oh, I forgot. My best friend's visiting, and staying at mine for a week. So I might even have to stop trading for a week.

I met Carrie during my first year at the UofA. We were in the same chemistry lab. She noticed me when I nearly burned down the lab. That was 18 years ago. Time flies.

I'M HAPPY!!!! She's bringing Planter's Dry Roasted Peanuts (can't find them in Singapore anymore!!)!!! And we've lots of police stories to exchange!!!!

Friday, June 5, 2009

Cups & Pills

SPX & DOW


NDX & RUT


At this point, NDX looks like the only one that has not reached its full potential - what with the huge cup and a tiny cup in the making.

All the other 3 are not looking so good in the long run. For now, cup should bring price to fib 261.8

Again, the above's purely for my own amusement. I have no idea what the broader market is doing, and I've totally stopped watching/reading/listening to news. Nothing in this world feels real. But since I've chosen the blue pill, I shan't complain. But I'm not listening to anymore BS.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

ES Trades 6/4 (Thurs) - Some Discipline, At Long Last


Black arrows indicate the 2 trades I took.

Reason for entering 1st trade was straightforward. I came out from the shower, D said he just sold the ES and got out with 2 ticks. I recalled that ES was supposed to have bottomed temporarily, and asked why he sold. He said there were 2 huge candles up and price looked a little stretched so he faded it. I took a look at his chart, and went right to my workstation. D was nosy, and came over to see if I was going to SELL for a change. My cursor was on "buy market". Then he noticed: it's a bull flag. For me, the reason to take the trade was not just that it was a bull flag. Even if it was, if I don't have a signal candle, I'm not going in. I scalp. Precision matters. I would have bought at close of my signal candle, but I took a few seconds to scan around for anything that I've overlooked (since I've been away from the screen), and immediately gave up 1 point for late entry. Got out at market, took 3 ticks even though market was 5 ticks from my entry price when I hit sell. I'm not surprised - it's crazy pre-market.

Context for 2nd trade:
1) Completion of 3 PushDowns
2) Price pierced 930 support and came back up - that's market's 2nd attempt to reverse to test OR high
3) 2 candles before my entry was a strong bearish candle and following it was what was supposed to be a flag of sort, but the next candle's low didn't even touch the flag's low when it closed. Volume was high on that last strong bearish candle - enough reason for me to trade a bear trap setup.
4) Fib: On all SPY, SPX & ES charts, my setup and signal candles were all sitting on Fib 50 of yesterday's low to today's OR high. I'm putting fib back coz I've found SPY, SPX & ES to be fib friendly (or the other way round, doesn't matter). A hammer on fib 50 after a gap fill is a good enough reason for me to take the trade.

My plan going forward is to drastically reduce the number of trades I make in a day. I'm going to be trading just up to 2 setups. Will increase my contract size to meet my profit target for the WEEK instead. 10 contracts per trade by end this year remains my goal.

Today's actually a day that I should have stayed away. I've always had heart problems and today's been bad. I'm not sure if it's the onset of a panic attack - the palpitations' making me feel really nervous throughout the day, and I was afraid to take a nap. It's silly of course - coz really, that's probably the best way to die : in my sleep.

Been wanting to trade the after 2pm session but my health's been getting in the way and I can no longer stay with my charts for 16 hours. Will be giving up the globex session altogether and focusing on the 930am - 4pm session instead. I've found the after 3:30pm session extremely tradable for my strategy.

About Comments & Emails

I want to apologize to all who have emailed me and dropped comments here for not having responded to you in a timely manner - once I'm back trading 12 - 16 hours, my eyes are just on my charts, even when I've no open positions. I don't multi-task very well (explains the unwashed laundry), but I'm learning.

Cory, thanks for the link - I don't have to do any test to know I'm a scalper :-) But I will check it out. And thanks for the info on Open Cry. I believe my data feed is from TransAct or something like that. For now, Sierra is still ok - it's different from the other charts but I've gotten so used to it that it doesn't really affect me. After all, I'm used to living in a world of my own! LOL!! But, thanks, Buddy! You're starting to become our virtual library :-)

HPT, good to see you here :-) Those P&L & trade log charts are an easy source of reference when I do my reviews. This is my one-stop station for getting everything I need to do my AARs. I've been doing this for, let me see...coming to a year now? During this time, posting losses has helped alleviate the "ego" issue - so that's a bonus :-)

Below's another one of my reply to an email that I'm posting here for my own referencing, coz the topics in question (profit-taking & globex-hours trading) are actually issues I'm struggling with myself (talk about not practicing what one preaches).


Sorry for my late reply.

Regarding globex-hour trades - slippage is indeed an issue, but it affects scalpers more. If you're trading these hours, it's better to go in with small sizes and hold your trades using S/R to determine your exits. These quieter hours are actually more volatile - spikes are common. But I don't think it's market makers that are hitting stops - anyone who has contracts large enough to move the market can take out stops on both sides (longs and shorts), since volume is generally very low compared to the US sessions. If you're thinking of focusing on globex sessions, a better instrument to trade is actually the russell 2000 (TF). The chart's ugly, but you don't need individual candles/bars to trade - price actions are smooth actually and all you need to watch out for are where key supports and resistances are.

Regarding profit taking - I always believe that you have to choose one - you either always just go for scalping profits (in which case, I would concentrate on the US trading session), or swing profits (this you can do both during globex hours and US sesssions). Once you've decided to take only, say, 3 to 5, or even 8 ticks, then you'll have to accept that the move might go many more points in your direction before turning around. Whenever you regret not having let profits run, and you start to hold your trades, you'll almost always find yourself in a choppy trends where moves don't go more than 2 points before they take out your stops. For those who are consistently just going for swing profits, they have those monstrous trending days where their profits can more than make up their many small losses (on choppy days where they get stopped out after an initially profitable position becomes a losing one). That's why it's important to stick to just ONE style. Nobody ever knows 100% if the day's going to be trending, ranging or choppy. Everyone can see it in hindsight. People like Dr Brett can give you some guidelines on how to see if the day's going to trend, but really, no one knows for sure. A ranging day can always turn into a trending one, and a trending globex session can turn choppy after US market opens either due to news or other factors. If you consistently take only scalp profits, you'll feel a little bitter on trending days when you see a move go 10 or 20 points and you had walked away with only 1 or 2. You'll have to learn to live with that. And it isn't difficult coz trending days are NOT the norm. It happens a few times a month - and these are the days that give the non-scalping daytraders the profits they need to cover their daily losses. But they can only hit those homeruns if they are there when it happens (meaning, they are holding their trades for home run profits - they are positioned for those profits at all times - so that when it happens, they are there).

For scalpers, depending on your entry strategy, 3 ticks to 8 ticks profit is doable. For 8 ticks profit, you'll just have to be more selective with your entries - on a ranging day, it means buying from the base of an established channel or selling at the top of an established channel. If you have 2 peaks and 2 lows, you can already draw your channel. Which means you buy or sell on the 3rd touch of the channel. The channels don't have to be parallel - they can be broadening. For triangles, breakout can happen both on top and below and usually they will go up and down trapping both buyers and sellers first, so I generally don't buy breakouts. Whenever price has touched a downtrend line twice, for instance, I'll take long trades when price has gone way beneath the trendline, but moving up, and use the trendline to time my exit. That means I'm NOT expecting a breakout on the 3rd time price hits trendline. For sellers, on a ranging day in particular, they can start watching for signal to sell when price touched that trendline for a 3rd time (expect price to actually breakout, but fall right back below the line after breaking out). On strong trending days however, price DO breakout of trendlines usually on the 2nd touch.

Hope the above helps. Yes I've been to your blog...not frequently, coz I don't usually go around checking out what everyone's doing...I'm having a hard time keeping up with those on my blogroll :-) I tend to get a little crazy and shut myself out totally when I'm focusing on something :-) But I'll make sure to drop by yours more frequently :-)

Let me know if you need more info on globex hours.

ES Trades 6/3 (Wed) - Jules Is A Mule

A picture's worth a thousand words:

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

ES (TA) & Reply to Comment (On My Exit Strategy)


Just something I do now and then whenever I'm no longer clear about the prevailing trend: TA!!

Chart shows a Cup With Handle formation - a valid one, given that
1) ES went up 30 points prior to its formation,
2) Cup's relatively tall
3) Handle's found in the upper half of the cup

This is a cup that has clearly performed. Price hit a target that exceeded the measured rule used for a cup in a BULL market (in a bear market, the measured rule is to take HALF the height of the low of the cup to the right rim, then add it to the right rim).

I spotted several cups before this cup, and none hit the measured rule for an uptrend. This is the first one that did. I'm not sure if that means we're looking at the start of a bull market. I find it rather hard to believe. It doesn't gel with what I see on SPX monthly ( 3 strong bullish candle off price low, but a 2nd entry is usually required to reverse prcie back up given the very strong downward momentum before it).

So, this is my hypothesis (gotta have one, it's just me): granted that we could very well be looking at an intermediate uptrend ahead, market is due for correction. SPX doesn't have to go all the way back down to 666; we have support at 840 (best case scenario). I'm anticipating a Cup Pullback to around 930 (1st target for shorts). From there another cup or any other variations of "W" formation could take shape, but I'll expect all upward breakouts from such patterns to fail. I'll start looking out for inverted cups in fact, or any variations of "M"s.

Whenever I'm disciplined (rare, but I do get into that mode at least a few days in a month..), I will not take trades based on assumptions. When I say I anticipate something, it simply means I'll keep a lookout for a setups that suggest it's happening. I will need both setups and signals for me to want to take a trade.

Personally, I wish that the market will just continue to go up from this point on to look for 1000. I'm starting to NOT like to sell. In fact, I don't think I'll be selling even if the market were to go into a short-term downtrend. What's good about taking the daytrading/scalping route is that I can still BUY in a bull correction. Ha.

Daytrader 233:

You asked how I decide where to cover/exit my positions.

Briefly, I count the number of legs/push ups (since I BUY, predominantly) once price leaves the "W" base.

Whenever ES is at the low of a "W" formation just minutes prior to US market open, I'll look out for the first bear attempt to push price back down the base - it's easy to see: the first candle that has a low that's sligthly below the low of the previous candle (keeping in mind that market's in an upward swing).

Then I'll see what the next candle is. If it's a bullish candle that has a decent size body and NOT too big a range, I'll enter on close of this candle. If the first bear attempt turned out to be a hammer, I won't wait for the next candle to form. That hammer will become my signal candle.

Once I'm in trade, I keep an eye on both the tape and the candle. If the candle's exceptionally long, and if it's pierced a trendline or a resistance, I'll exit before the close of the candle. Otherwise, I'll hold for another candle. There's no particular reason - just that I've seen so many moves comprising 3 with-trend candles. I usually like to get out when many are still wanting in (easy to cover), so I'll usually pass the 3rd candle. On days where candles are relatively small (on both choppy and ranging days), I will exit on the 2nd push up.

Having said all that, I usually go with the tape. Some days I choose to ignore the tape and that's the only time I'll exit as planned. Tape helps to give me a high winning percentage with small wins each time and if I have a daily target to hit, it means multiple entries. I ditch the tape (for exits) when I'm not in the mood to get in and out a dozen times. I always use the tape to confirm my entries.

Hope I answered your question?

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

ES Trades 6/2 - Wrap UP


A day where too many mistakes were made:

1) The 2 globex- hour trades had given me a 5-tick and 8-tick profits before my stops were hit, which I should have taken, since my stop was not set to take a swing

2) The 1st trade after US market opened was a mess - it wasn't supposed to be taken in the first place. I chased coz I was trapped out. I was trapped out coz I hesitated when I had my signal to enter (in triple pink arrow was where I should have entered).

3) The trade that followed was another chase - and even more unforgiveable coz I hadn't a signal at all!

4) The last trade was the only one today that I can feel happy about : I had both setup and a valid signal, and I exited as planned (which was NOT to hold beyond 2 trend bars, and cover as and when trendline is hit)

Before taking the last trade, I was down USD 325. I have a daily loss limit of USD 400, and what that meant was that I had 3 choices:
i) take the next signal and risk blowing my daily loss limit
ii) enter only on hammers / very small trend bars
iii) call it a day

I learn today that if I don't make good decisions throughout the day, I'll end up having to make extremely difficult ones before the day's over.

ES Trades 6/2 - Part 2


Stopped out twice (red arrows). I'm not sure from where to pick it up again. Likely at 930. I need sleep badly. If ES wants to bounce up anywhere above 930, so be it. I'm taking my nap. Scalping the US session. I AM REALLY DONE HOLDING.

ES Trade 6/2 (Tues)


Letting this one go auto-pilot. No particular setup - just betting that ES will break above downtrend line to test yesterday's high. Happy that I could at least put in a stop today! Am keeping my fingers crossed that it would kick in though (didn't work on IB during globex hours)...

ES (Live) Trade 6/1 (Monday) - Wrap Up

Failure to act on good setups (by good I mean FAMILIAR SCALP setup) - that's the worst kind of "fear" as far as I'm concerned.

Was adamant about keeping my USD 250 gain on the day of the week that has historically been REALLY BAD for me - and I got what I asked for. I'm not happy, but I'll live with it - only for today.

I've taken care of the "discipline" part by limiting myself to trading just 2 signals once I see my setups - if I don't pull the trigger on these signals, something's wrong with me.

Am calling it a day.

1 trade and 2 missed opportunities....

%*#*^&*#!!!!!

I'll forgive myself.

I shall sleep well tonight.

Monday, June 1, 2009

ES (Live) Trade 6/1 (Monday)


Break's over. Haven't a clue why I chose to start on a Monday, and during Globex hours!

Couldn't put in a stop (never traded pre-US-open on the Infinity platform...), and was surprised that my heart actually skipped a beat coz of that... Gone were the days where I was totally comfortable trading without a hard stop...which was just less than 2 or 3 weeks ago?? Breaks are bad!!

D will be sim trading the HOLD strategy for me (D, you promised!) Stats for sim trades will be posted on my sim trade blog...but am keeping my fingers crossed...(D CHEATED ON FRI and traded real money....and took 100 while I agonized over my sim trades!!!). For my own live trades, I might leave a contract to run only after 330pm whenever I see a good "trap" setup.

Chart above shows the candle that I've entered long (black arrow). Covered before candle closed. That's my MO - I'll be happy if I can hold for at least 3 candles. Working towards that. In this case, I was just scalping my familiar "attempt to breakout" setup (ie. not expecting a real breakout), so, no holding.

Given that today's a Monday, I'm not going to be actively looking out for setups. If I can spot them readily, I'll take them. If I have to strain my eyes to identify all the HH HL LL LH and swing highs/lows, I'll stay on the sideline.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Reply To Comments

Thank you, DT, Ryan, MVW, Cory and Sandy.

I woke up an hour ago, and the first thing I did was turn on my big monitor (I don't shut down my computer until it crashes LOL!) to look at my chart. And I saw what I expected to see. Price hitting 923.50. It went way beyond actually, to hit 928. It was the kind of action I had waited for for an entire week. And what did I do just before that monstrous candle appeared? I closed my last position (at the candle that I had indicated with a huge black arrow in my chart above).

I don't know if you recall that I wrote in my notes sometime last week, on one of my charts, that at around 345pm, when you see either a bear or bull trap, you can prepare to see bear/bull runs for at least 2 long legs.

In the chart above, you can see that sellers realized they were trapped at the candle before the one that I had exited. Price had gone 1 tick below the low of the bull candle at 335pm after luring sellers in with a "short" setup (the bullish 335pm candle had a high that's higher than the candle before and after it, and a low that's lower than them - a text book Outside-Inside-Outside signal for shorting coz the 2nd Outside bar is a bearish candle).

When price had gone 1 tick below, stop orders to sell were picked up, and sellers are now in an open position. What happened next was not what they would have expected - price closed right where their entry bar had opened. With just 30 mins to market close (and we know most don't want to be in position after 330pm), many would immediately send limt/stop orders to get out. The collective actions of sellers would send price soaring north until everyone who wants out is out, and of course along the way, some buyers would jump in and chase price up, sending price higher in matters of minutes.

The best entry for a scalper, would be the bar that I covered. The candle before it was the signal. That was the candle that surprised both sellers (who are now trapped in a losing position) and buyers (who are NOT in position and hope they are), who would then react in the candle that followed. At 15 to 30 mins before market close, you can expect price to just go in the direction of those who are scrambling for the exit. The profit taking point? When you see the first bearish candle (for a bear run).

When I closed my position and logged out of the AT platform, D chided me for giving up (strange, really, given that he's always the one that tells me to take it easy). I had to tell him I wasn't giving up, that I know that price would hit 923.50, but that there was no point in holding that trade for that profit target of 923 and capturing the day-end score coz the results were from a mixture of scalps and swings. What I wanted to capture was the statistics for swings and the figures for yesterday were invalid. I do want to beat myself up for messing up the very day that would have given me the stats that would validate whatever hypothesis I had on the strategy I was testing out.

Murphy's always just a click away.

What I had learned in few days' of experimenting with the holding method was that there is indeed an ideal hard stop that i can use even in scalps. And that is precious. The reason that I had wanted to give up scalping is coz my risk-to-reward ratio is just horrendous. I've never believed in 2R, 3R or 4R. But 1 for 1 - that seems appropriate. Or 8 ticks stop for 6 ticks profit - that's still very acceptable, to me. Many times, I was able to find entries with 3 tick risk and 3 to 6 ticks immediate profit (if I take it). Very short window to take profit before price does its usual - comes back to bite you.

So what I've decided to do is that I'll resume live trading doing what I'm used to doing, while continuing to paper trade the holding strategy. I probably can't do both at the same time, so D will help me to execute the paper trades on his computer (and in the process helping him to appreciate the benefit of WAITING for setups).

I'm NOT giving up. No way. I don't know what I would do if I don't trade. I'll probably be out causing trouble like I always do when I feel bored (I have the shortest attention span among the people I know) and aimless.

Thanks, again, guys, for the very thoughtful notes. I was surprised to see 5 comments when I logged on to my blog to do an AAR for yesterday. And I thought I hadn't really slept for that many hours! LOL!

Cory, those are black mambas. "Black" does not describe the color coz there are no "black" mambas - only green, metallic and brown and I think there's another color. I absolutely love them. They are very very nice to touch - their skin is smoother than mine LOL! Without their fangs, they are lovely creatures. They don't attack when they sense threat - they get away. And they are FAST! But once they are cornered, they retaliate and they are extremely accurate with their strikes. One dose of their venom can kill up to 15 adults. I love their eyes. Just stunningly captivating beautiful jewels.

Now that I'm feeling upbeat again, I shall wane off ice-cream (Sandy, are you psychic?!). I've had more ice-cream in a week than I've had in a year! LOL!

All's NOT good

I'm not posting my paper trading results for today. It's been a futile exercise., a total mess to be precise.

Was stopped out thrice right from the beginning, taking a total loss of 500. Was pissed, coz each time, price had gone 5 to 8 ticks in my direction, and the old me would have taken part of that before the stops were triggered.

So I did what any angry trader would do. I scalped my way back using 3 to 4 contracts each time, recovered my 500, and a little more. I know, it was stupid. There wasn't even real money on the line. But the main problem here is that scalping more than half of all those trades just totally defeats the purpose of the exercise

I know exactly what my problem is. I'm impatient. I'm controlling. I'm skeptical. I don't believe in waiting around for 20 points to drop on my lap one day.

So why did I even consider taking that route in the first place? I don't know for sure. But I suspect it's coz I'm IMPATIENT. I don't want to have to be good only 10, or 5 years later. I don't even want to wait 3 or 2 years for that matter.

I'm 3 years away from turning 40. For a woman, that's OLD.

All you guys out there, please don't say anything. If you're 40, You most probably have either one of these:
1) family - wife, kids, dogs, annoying/adorable relatives you hang out with once a week at least
2)friends
3)career
4)hobbies (including porn and such)
5) retirement account
5) Maserati

I'm just frustrated. I spent everyday thinking about how I've wasted another day of my life. I definitely am not looking forward to my birthday.

I don't know if I'll continue to paper trade next week. I've done this too many times - and each time I gave the "holding" mode another shot, I had felt like banging my head against the wall.

Yes, it's been years now - my mood tends to get really foul in June (And of course, the month before it as well).

Off to take it out on the only human being that's sharing my space now.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Paper Trading

Am going to do an experiment with paper trading (how odd is that??).

For 20 days, including today, I'm going to paper-trade a strategy that I've used on and off before.

Instead of scalping, I'm going to be holding my trades for more than scalp profits.

I'll be trading 2 contracts, and adding 1 more only when my criteria for adding is met. In other words, I'm scaling in.

My initial stop will be 2 points. I'll NOT widen my stop. I'll forgo any trade that comes with a risk exceeding 2 points. I'll let my trade run until I see my exit signal. I'll use only the 5min chart, with the tape.

My daily loss limit will be $400. I'll be trading round-the-clock; as and when I see a setup, I'll trade. There will be days that I won't take any trades and I will state the reasons when that happens.

I'll be showing all my trades.

After 20 days of paper trading, I'll go live with my "holding" method.

After 20 days of live trading, I'll put up a review on the whole exercise, and that will be followed by monthly reviews. I'll do this until one of these happens:

1) I double my live account
2) I wipe out my live account

If 1) happens, I'll continue to deploy my hold strategy, sans the reviews.

2)'s not going to happen.

So, my scalping days are officially over. At least for now.

D, I'm doing this for you (I seriously don't need to paper trade my "system"; all I need is the willingness to lose real money!!), so you'd better do your 20-day exercise. Penalty for cheating: NO CLEAN SHIRTS & SOCKS for ONE MONTH!

Yes, yes, yes, I'm evil. Tell me something I don't already know.

Paper trading result for today (clearly a case of over-trading):

In black arrows are my long entries; in triple black is where I've scaled in; in green are exits with profits; in red are trades that are stopped out; in pink is a scratched trade.

Stats:
Number of contracts traded: 13
Number of trades: 6
Number of winners: 2
Number of losers: 4
(3 stop-outs; 1 scratch)

Winning ratio: 33%

Average win: USD 475
Average loss: USD 165

Profit (Gross) : USD 337.50

Details of all paper-trades from today on are posted on my other blog ("Jules" on my blogroll).

Will keep this blog for documentation of live trades only.


Saturday, May 23, 2009

When It Comes To Trading, Just How Common Is Common Sense?

2 letters (dated a decade back) - courtesy of my broker - from a professional trader to his student (thanks, Anthony, for letting me share them here):

Letter #1

Sorry Bill,

Going have to cut you off. You've really had a rough go of it the last couple months or so and I'm not sure what my p/l was for the small 1 lot trades I did the past 3 weeks but I think it's positive. Here are the thoughts from the outside looking in, not sure if they're helpful or not. Things I noticed just now looking back at your statements.

  • Losing days were down more then winning days were up.
  • Percentage of winning days was very low.
  • Total volume was very high considering you were trading 1 & 2 lots mainly
  • Lots of decisions made during the day
  • Didn't seem like a plan was in place and you were trading that plan


No Matter what strategy was being used you should have had a few really big up days and there were none. I say this because even the worst of strategies aren't entirely that bad. We've had trend days. We've had chop. We've had huge range days. We've had big reversal days. At some point in all those days in the last month or 2, you should have had some solid positive days. The fact that you didn't means a number of things. Your strategy had to have been ever changing. These results only come about when strategies are being altered on the fly. You were letting your losers ride more then your winners. You were taking profit too soon on winners. You were trading higher volume on bad trades and lower volume on good trades. Your risk reward might not have been enough in your favor to enter trades.

The only reason why I say these things is to hopefully assist you in your trading. I mention these because I have seen tons and tons of traders come and go and I've seen the recipe for success and failure. There have been guys who could flip a coin whether to get long or short and would be successful because of trading a plan. Trade management, money management are key parts to trading profitably. As I mentioned before I had (my broker) set up a program on that account so I can see every order entered and pulled whether or not it's filled. Your actions were a bit erratic. Seems like a lot of second guessing on your part. Perhaps you were trying to be too perfect with entries, targets and exits.

Now your effort is extremely high. You work so hard, maybe even too hard. I could be wrong, but i get the sense that you're looking at 100 different charts and analysis of the same product. different time, tick, volume etc... It's possible to over analyze a product. Try to get too much info. What I think you might not realize along with 1000s of other traders is that trading the U.S. equities markets are the hardest thing to trade in the WORLD. Narrow that even more, trading ES is the hardest of the equities to trade. I truly believe you would have much more success trading currencies or commodity products.

Trading is never a total loss. Everytime you put on a trade it's a success, maybe not always financially, but learning. You're learning what works and what doesn't. How your emotions handle being right and wrong. How you respond to different market conditions. I really hope that you have learned a great deal over the last couple months. I know you're not asking for advice however I have been given some in the past that I think would be best to pass along. In the past when i'd go through a 3-4 month span of losing money i'd do this....

I'd take one product, and make it a product that I hadn't traded in the past few months so I have no remorse or bad feelings towards it (really helped me emotionally to look at a chart of a product that hadn't just taken money from me). I would use ONE chart and ONE indicator. That one chart could be time, tick or Volume, didn't matter. That one indicator could be what ever i wanted (for me it was pitchforks for others it's Fib lines or MACD) but what ever i wanted and i could only be ONE. and that is all i would trade for 20 trading sessions. I was NOT allowed to look at any other charts or variations of the one chart i picked. This really helped me simplify things and dumb down trading.

Each time i've been in a slump the past 8 years or so this has helped me get out of it. I hope it helps you. If you're charting your p/l everyday i'm sure you are seeing the same things I am. Some of the things i said in this email might be totally wrong or off base, i'm just going by what i've seen over the years when people fall into small losing streaks.

My hope is that you've learned so much the past few months and you're really close turning things around. I hope by 4th of July we can revisit this and get you back up and running. I'll throw another 10k in the account and hopefully you can build on your experiences and turn profitable.

-Steve


Letter #2

ok, now the first time i read this story was many years ago. so some of this might be way off but you'll get the idea and understand.

when Cal Ripken was in his 2nd season he got in one of his hottest hitting streaks of his career. he was on a 20 game hit streak and hitting like .400 over that span. in the 21st game, his first AB he hit a double down the left-field line. when he got to 2nd base the shortstop came over to him and said "Man, you're really hitting well lately. you must be doing a great job of keeping your head down, getting your hips through the zone, extending your arms and getting the head of the bat out there" Ripken thought nothing of the comments...
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....until he was in the on-deck circle before his next AB. he thought, 'that must be why i'm hitting well. i'm doing all those things the shortstop mentioned' when he walked up to the plate he was saying to himself, 'keep your head down, get your hips through the zone, extend your arms.....etc...' he then went on the have the worst hitting slump of his career. after every game he'd change something small. move his elbow an inch or 2. open his stance a tiny bit. raise his hands. move back in the box. etc...... after a month of terrible hitting he finally turned it around after scraping all the adjustments he had made over the previous 4 weeks.

what i took from this story was a few things. one is the obvious, things he was doing naturally, without thought, worked better when he didn't think about them. the 2nd is a little less obvious.... as a hitter that has made it to the professional level, you're already a decent hitter. just natural ups/downs are going to give you streaks and slumps. just because you go 0-16 doesn't mean your stance or your approach is wrong, you can be doing everything right, just not getting hits. what caused him to be in his slump was the slight changes. that prolonged it.

i view trading the exact same way. you trade strategy XXX and it's profitable. if you go through dry spell where it's not working after a week, a typical reaction is to change entries and exits and scaling. putting different values on indicators etc... i view making those adjustments as prolonging your dry spell. no longer are you trading the plan. Altering it actually creates a while new plan that you really know nothing about and have no experience trading. i think the key is consistency with methodology as well as little, hopefully none, emotion involved.

now, this is NOT taking into consideration that markets change. it's possible to trade a method and after 18 months or so it just doesn't work anymore. that can and does happen. so keep that in mind when thinking about this.